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March, 2004, Week 3 |
Monday March 15, 2004 Just because you do not take an interest in politics doesn't mean politics won't take an interest in you. Pericles, statesman (430 BCE) Mike went back to school. Autumn met Lisa at CCS for her evaluation,,, SOS, I am just not impressed with CCS... sorry.
Tuesday March 16, 2004 Now, you will know the concept of the Deja Vu. The feeling, I've done this, been here before. It's quite disturbing. Even more disturbing is the feeling that I had, from time to time, throughout my happy fairy life, a feeling in the night-time, in the darkness, of Non Deja Vu, a sense of loss of something that I should have been, but hadn't, a sense of being thought and being done. David Edgar IEP for Mike Suzuki in to Cycle Rider to be sold Lunch at Don Cuco's I am rarely circumspect. My beliefs are still evolving and I'll take a shot at running them by anyone I think might be open to assisting with the process. I have always been searching for a justification... meaning... purpose... A part of me envies those folks who are content with their faith and comforted by their beliefs. For me however, very essence of the concepts of 'faith' and 'belief' are the hang up. I could never be content without true knowledge, and I fear that I am doomed to never knowing the answer to even the most fundamental questions. I am beginning to suspect that the answers to my questions aren't really answers at all... The other revelation is that, though the insight derived from the search can be satisfying to me, others are unimpressed. Everyone brings a different perspective to the question and to the quest and everyone takes away a different knowledge. When I try to examine the fundamental truths taught by the ancients I have been awed by the forehead-slapping simplicity of their insight. Reading Buddhist teaching has been a comfort (When I can understand the lesson), Zen comes very close to satisfying me, the answer is that though there is no answer you must never stop looking... it's the latent Hippie in me I guess...
Wednesday March 17, 2004 Life offers two great gifts--time, and the ability to choose how we spend it. Planning is a process of choosing among those many options. If we do not choose to plan, then we choose to have others plan for us. Richard I. Winword I spent the day working on the floor, it is a tedious process, for something that costs so much it should be easier to install. Every corner, niche and cranny needs to be thought out. The boards look like tiles, we had a choice of buying boards that looked like tiles and boards that looked like boards... we should hav bought the ones that looked like boards, if we had then it wouldn't matter where one board started and another ended, but with tiles... it's critical... damn Thursday March 18, 2004 Truth often suffers more by the heat of its defenders than the arguments of its opposers. William Penn Working on floor "B" to BJ Thinking about Spain, it seems sort of tacky to be having all this political maneuvering going on over there before the blood dries. I have learned not to trust decisions made during the heat of passion. ...but I am glad they have kicked out the arrogant jerks and I am glad to hear the Spaniards are turning a critical eye toward the good olde US of A. I see that Poland is finally finding her backbone, Spain may be the Domino that topples Bush... I hope so. We are still being governed by a businessman, and a failed business man to boot. He is under the impression that he can dismiss anyone who doesn't agree with him and will condemn any foreign leader who stands up to his policies. Kerry says he has the support of several foreign leaders but he refuses to name them, I don't blame him, Bush is a vindictive SOB. Friday March 19, 2004 The job of a citizen is to keep his mouth open. Günther GRASS German novelist and Nobel Prize winner (1927-) I went to Dr. Sagerman to see my favorite hygienist, her name is Serppa (sp?), she is Finnish. I used to work with a lady named Sirkka and I am assuming they are using the same spelling conventions. I like her because she has an interesting perspective on the world. She is fun to talk to, it would be nice if there was more time to talk when she didn't have her fingers in my mouth. Christy took Autumn to Dr. Nathan, Autumn's Neurologist, Dr. Nathan was impressed with Autumn's progress. We increased her medication by one Lamictal in the morning and one in the evening. She is still taking a very low dose. PARAMOUNT OPTIONS BOOK OF JOB
Saturday March 20, 2004 While we are free to choose our actions, we are not free to choose the consequences of our actions. Stephen Covey I took Cindy Monica and Cindy's friend Heather to see what was supposed to be a Comedy starring Jim Carey... it was a good movie but it wasn't funny. I feel bad because I talked them into seeing it... definitely not a kid flick...damn. I promised them that I would take them to the movies again to see a another movie. I went out in the evening again to take Christian to see his girlfriend, I took Calie too and we went to see "Spartan" with Brad Pitt... it was a good thriller... Brad and his peers were guilty of laying it on a little thick every once and a while but it was still a good flic. Sunday March 21, 2004 Convictions are more dangerous foes of truth than lies. Frederick Nietzsche More movies today, I didn't go but I took the kids and dropped them off, Christy, Cindy and Autumn and I went out to eat at a Chinese Buffet called the 'Super King Buffet' the food was not as good as the 'Blue Koi' but there was an awesome variety and it reasonably priced, I got very 'Piggy' but I did manage to stay away from the sweets... tomorrows scale readout will tell. I got that Urban Legend about Congressmen's retirements and the rant from someone claiming to be Limbaugh talking about the compensation for 9-11 victim's family members vs what a soldier gets paid... it always irks me when I get it I will plug in my reply here for future reference:
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