
Monday
January 7 , 2008
Faith which does not doubt is dead faith.
Miguel de Unamuno, philosopher and writer (1864-1936)
Cindy meeting with the State Employment Social Worker (My title for him) at
the Junior College in Ione. Poor Cindy needs a lot of help and I am fairly well
convinced that she will not be getting much from this outfit. They are
underfunded and spread too thin to be very effective. There is no work up here
anyway.
I went to the gym to watch Monica play Basketball... they lost, I took the
girls to the movie and dropped them off.
Peanut got spayed today, the little monster reminds me of the creature that
ate it's way out of some guy's stomach in the movie
'Alien'...nasty little dog.
Tuesday
January 8 , 2008
A little rudeness and disrespect can elevate a meaningless interaction to a
battle of wills and add drama to an otherwise dull day.
Calvin & Hobbes
Christian is 18 today, he slept most of the day and then took off with
Shoen & Mike. We bought him a cake but he didn't show up to eat it so we sang
Happy Birthday and ate it ourselves.
Today was a waste, I drove to Newport in a snow storm to see the judge
about the 'driving to o fast for conditions' ticket I got last month I got there
exactly two days early... embarrassing. Now I have to go back there again on
Thursday.
Wednesday
January 9 , 2008
I need someone to protect me from all the measures they take
in order to protect me.
Banksy,
street artist (b. 1974)
Another busy day doing stuff that needs to be done, that I don't
particularly want to do. The day did start out well with a discussion at the MMM
that turned into a heated debate that eventually had to end because reality
intruded. It was 'Dump Day', which I did unassisted. We had the house
to get ready for inspection by a Social Worker named 'Bob', and an IEP for
Autumn.
We called to ensure that 'Bob; was coming and we were told emphatically
that he wasn't coming and that his name was Rory not Bob.
Kids
came home at noon, Minimum Day .
Bob called and said he really was coming. We had called the right agency,
wrong
division,
he would be here in a few minutes... The house looked... OK... He came in and
asked Amanda a bunch of personal questions in an intimidating tone of voice...
at least I thought it was unnecessarily accusatory. Turns out that's just the
way he talks and he really was a pretty nice guy. He looked at the room where
Amanda is staying (Monica & Cindy's room) and pronounced the house adequate and
left about 10 minutes before we had to be at the school for the IEP. (He wasn't
here a half an hour).
At the last
minute we decided to take Autumn with us so we were actually a few minutes late. The Special
Education Teacher is very strong willed and has very strong opinions, I like
her. She really wants to educate Autumn and I am really rooting for her and I am
doing my best to support her. We talked a bit about next year and how the blazes
we are going to handle the transition to Junior High... No one there has had any
experience with someone like Autumn and is absolutely nothing in place at
the High School [High School and Junior High are in the same building] for a
child like her. I found out today that the class Autumn is in now is not
especially supportive, not like the class last year and the year before. Perhaps
we should have allowed her to move on earlier, it's a bitch trying to do the
right thing when there is no way to know what the 'right thing' is. I am sure I
will be writing much more on this subject in the future.
I realized myself, and was reminded at least three times today, that there
was a Town Council Meeting tonight and still managed to let it slip out of my
mind. I made it at the last minute. The meeting was pretty typical, lots to do
in town and no money to do it with. Lots of plans, lots of promises... this
year will be interesting.
Thursday
January 10 , 2008
Life consists in what a man is
thinking of all day.
Ralph Waldo Emerson, writer and philosopher (1803-1882)
I went to court today, it went about how I expected it to go. I got the
ticket put on hold, if I can go 12 months without getting another ticket it will
get removed from the files. I still have to pay the fine though, but it is off my
record now and will stay off... it I can keep from getting another ticket.
Has anyone been following
Leroy Siever's Blog? The last two post's have been pretty damn
sobering. He has been tracking his battle with Cancer and it looks like Leroy is
getting to the point where donning the armor, mounting the charger and picking
up the lance is getting more difficult with each day. He's still
spurring his steed when the trumpets sound though. I doubt he would call it
courage though it seems more like pure stubborn, Yankee, spit in your eye, never
give up spirit. Last year sometime he drew a comparison to the
Black Knight in Monty
Python's Meaning of Life , it
cracked me up at the time but the reality is that giving up, even when you are
fighting a battle you can't win, is just as pointless as fighting, what you gain
by fighting on though is the knowledge that you went down swinging and cussing, out of
gas, out of bullets. Leroy Siever may not heroic in his mind but he is in mine.
Friday
January 11 , 2008
Fate is like a strange, unpopular restaurant, filled with odd
waiters who bring you things you never asked for and don't always like.
Lemony Snicket
Autumn would not go to school today, Nothing we tried worked, she just did
not understand that she could not watch Hannah Montana. My instinct is that she
truly does not have a clue that there is a problem, She wants to do one thing
and we want her to do another. We can give her a consequence but if she does not
comprehend what she did to deserve it a consequence would appear to be arbitrary
and random, like kicking a puppy every day at noon for peeing on the carpet the
night before, it would eventually learn something but it would not learn to stop
peeing on the floor. It would learn to hate you and it would learn that you were
going to hurt him at noon.
Saturday
January 12 , 2008
I was raised the old-fashioned way, with a stern set of moral principles:
Never lie, cheat, steal or knowingly spread a venereal disease. Never speed up
to hit a pedestrian or, or course, stop to kick a pedestrian who has already
been hit. From which it followed, of course, that one would never ever - on pain
of deletion from dozens of Christmas card lists across the country - vote
Republican.
Barbara Ehrenreich
There are a couple articles below and a Blog post from a friend of ours...
another hero.
The first is Leonard Pitts, Jr.'s column on the disgusting harassment and
stalking of Brittney Spears. She may be a lot of things in peoples minds but the
American thirst for kicking people when they are down makes me wonder about the
character of my countrymen. Brittney Spears is still a human being, she is no
better or worse than any of us, what gives us the right to pass judgment. She
and the other kids thrust into the limelight with nothing to defend themselves
but their talent for acting or singing or whatever are in the same predicament.
Some have responsible people around them to keep them grounded and some have
parasites around them who are feeding their egos and telling them they don't
have to obey the rules.
The preoccupation with celebrity and celebrity
bashing is insane, how, in a sane mind, can something as shallow and transient
as celebrity worship take precedence over a crumbling economy and a senseless war? Their distorted view
of what I perceive to be reality versus the superficial world of popular culture
makes me fear for the the sanity of the country.
The upcoming election is a media circus and the deciding
factors in the minds of much of the public seem trifling and irrelevant to
me. It is boggling to me that it does not matter to the general public what a
candidates views on the Economy, Healthcare, or International Relations are,
this election will be decided on the basis of Appearance, Race, Gender and/or
Religion.
The second article is by Greg Palast, looking into
accusations of voter fraud in New Mexico and Arizona... a well stated exposé...
I think.
The last is from a friend named Amy, she is about 10 years
older than my oldest grand daughter.
Good football today, unless you are a Seahawks or a Jaguar
fan, if so, sorry bout that. I have to admit that I am a bit torn about the
Seahawks Packer game, I like the Seahawks but I guess I like the Packers more...
I have learned to like the Patriots over the past few years, I am usually a
'Root for the Underdog' sort of guy but at some point excellence, dedication and
commitment has to be rewarded. I will probably root for the Patriots to win the Superbowl, it will depend on whether the Packers win the next game against the
Cowboys or the Giants...
Sunday
January 13 , 2008
If you could kick in the pants the fellow responsible for most of your
troubles, you wouldn't be able to sit down for six weeks.
I really enjoyed this weeks games... there were no clinkers and, as far as
I am concerned, the outcomes couldn't have been better if I had been able to
write the endings. Green Bay has more than a good shot at beating the Giants
especially at Lambeau Field and San Diego will be in an up hill fight all the
way against New England... Green Bay Packers against the New England Patriots in
the Superbowl... well I can dream can't I

There Ought To Be A Law...
Leonard Pitts, Jr. 1/11/2008
I’ve got nothing against fame. I’m famous myself. Sort of.
OK, not Will Smith famous. Or Ellen DeGeneres famous. All right, not even Marilu
Henner famous.
I’m the kind of famous where you fly into some town to give a speech before that
shrinking subset of Americans who still read newspapers and, for that hour, they
treat you like a rock star, applauding, crowding around, asking for autographs.
Then it’s over. You walk through the airport the next day and no one gives a
second glance. You are nobody again.
Dave Barry told me this story once about Mark Russell, the political satirist.
It seems Russell gave this performance where he packed the hall, got a standing
O. He was The Man. Later, at the hotel, The Man gets hungry, but the only place
to eat is a McDonald’s across the road. The front door is locked, but the
drive-through is still open. So he stands in it. A car pulls in behind him. The
driver honks and yells, "Great show, Mark!"
The moral of the story is that a certain level of fame — call it the level of
minor celebrity — comes with a built-in reality check. One minute, you’re the
toast of Milwaukee. The next, you’re standing behind a Buick waiting to order a
Big Mac.
That level of fame might stroke your ego from time to time, but it won’t isolate
or imprison you. And it will leave you your dignity. Which is more than Britney
Spears has right now.
I will leave it to others to talk about the child (the noun is appropriate) and
her latest public meltdown, as captured on a jittery video showing her in the
back of an ambulance after a three- hour standoff that began when she refused to
surrender her kids to an emissary from her ex-husband. What gets me is that the
jittery video exists. And that an army of photographers pressed against the
ambulance so that it was forced to wade slowly through them. And that all this
was captured from a helicopter overhead.
Friends and neighbors, that is not news coverage. It’s a stakeout. It’s
harassment. It’s stalking. And there ought to be — I’m in earnest about this — a
law. Call it the Get A Life Act of 2008.
Look, I understand that fascination with celebrity deeds and
misdeeds is nothing new. It’s older than James Brown leading a police chase,
older than Lana Turner’s daughter killing her mom’s gangster lover, even older
than Fatty Arbuckle on trial for rape. I also understand that the relationship
between celebrities and cameras is symbiotic. And yes, I know it’s difficult to
work up empathy or outrage over something that affects a small class of people
richer and better looking than the rest of us.
But see, I also know something has gone wrong, some essential perspective has
been lost, when a Julia Roberts feels compelled — as she did a few weeks back —
to chase down a photographer who had reportedly been staking out her children at
school.
I’m embarrassed as a journalist that these members of my professional family —
distant cousins, granted — have found no level to which they will not stoop to
feed the public fixation on celebrity gossip. But I am also appalled, just as a
person, that we the people provide the demand that drives the suppliers, that we
support this voyeuristic intrusion, all-access trespass,
24/7 surveillance, of other people’s lives.
For criminy sake, America: do you really need pictures of Britney in an
ambulance so badly? Go read a book. Play with your kids. Make love. Something.
Anything.
One is reminded of how photographers stood snapping away over the wreck of
Princess Diana’s car, like vultures feeding on carrion. And one is sickened.
If that’s what it means to be truly famous, keep it. I’d rather stand in line
behind a Buick.

Space Invaders: Five Million Aliens for Hillary
Will José Crow Voter ID Laws Pick Our President?
by Greg
Palast
Thursday, January 10, 2008
State
Representative Russell Pearce of Mesa Arizona has warned us:
"There is a massive effort under way to register illegal aliens in this
country."
How many?
According to the Congressman's office, there are five million: Democrats, he
says, who are not good Americans - they're Mexicans!
Really?!
Holy Cow! The Senator has uncovered a conspiracy to flood the voter rolls with
Brown Hordes who've swum the Rio Grande just for a chance to vote for Hillary
Clinton?!
Thank the
Lord for vigilant citizens like Senator Pearce. His efforts, along with the work
of other patriotic (Republican) politicians, successfully stopped 300,000 voters
from obtaining ballots in 2004 - because these voters had brought the wrong ID
to the polls. New ID laws in Arizona and half a dozen states blocked these
voters at the polling-house door. Others with "wrong" ID's were handed what are
called 'provisional' ballots - which were then not counted.
On
Wednesday, the Republican majority on the US Supreme Court indicated it would
vote to uphold these new voter ID requirements.
And just
in time. If not for these new ID laws, warns Senator Pearce and other
Republicans across the nation, a dark wave of illegal aliens would vote again in
our upcoming Presidential election.
Or maybe
not. Maybe there aren't five million illegal voters for Hillary or Obama or
Edwards. Maybe there are just five hundred. Maybe there are none.
I called
Senator Pearce's office to get a couple of the names of these illegal voters.
After all, it should be easy as pie to catch them: they have to give their names
and addresses to register and vote. Odd thing, out of five million illegal
registrants, the Senator, after a week of looking, couldn't provide me the name
of one. Not one.
Another
Republican politician, this one in New Mexico, the sponsor of the voter ID law
there, said on the floor of the State Legislature that she had the names of two
illegal voters. Well, that's a start.
I called
her, Representative Justine Fox-Young (yes, that's her name, and she has the ID
to prove it).
Q.
Justine, you've uncovered felony criminals [illegal voting is a jail-time crime
in every state]. Do you have the names?
A. Oh, yes!
Q. Really? Wow! Did you turn these names over to the US Attorney?
A. Well, no ….
Q. You had evidence of a crime and you didn't have the bad guys arrested?
A. Not exactly ….
Fox-Young
promised to send me the names of the illegal voters. The names never arrived.
But shortly thereafter, based on her claim, the Legislature passed, and Governor
Bill Richardson signed, a voter ID law certain to knock out Hispanic citizens.
(In fairness to Richardson, I should note that he forced the Republicans to
drastically alter their bill.)
Our
investigations team talked to some of New Mexico's allegedly illegal voters.
In 2004,
the Catholic Church organized a bus and caravan to take newly registered Chicano
"low-riders" to a Roswell, New Mexico polling station. The white officials
turned away several of the young Hispanics for presenting the wrong ID. Maybe
the middle initial on the voter form was missing from the driver's license, or
"Jr." was added. No perfect match, no vote: a gotcha! set of rules that
seemed to apply only to voters of a darker hue.
One of the
rejected young Chicanas said she wouldn't return to try again to vote; one round
of humiliation was enough. "They don't want me to vote there anyway," she said.
And they don't.
But hey,
what's wrong with requiring voter ID? I'll give you a million reasons. Since
2004, when 300,000 citizens lost their right to vote because of ID challenges,
the number of states that have passed voter ID laws has quadrupled. Expect the
challenges to quadruple as well, to over a million in the upcoming 2008
presidential election. Does ID challenges make a difference? In New Mexico,
George Bush's victory over John Kerry by 5,900 votes can be completely accounted
for by minority provisional ballots rejected. ID was the key.
In
Louisiana, the law says voters may be asked to produce a photo ID. A study
conducted by the US Department of Justice discovered that Black voters are only
one-fifth as likely to have photo ID's as white voters. (That figure may be
optimistic - as Justice took the survey before Black voters' ID washed away with
Hurricane Katrina.)
In New
Mexico, in Louisiana, in Georgia, in Alabama and in Florida, it's the same
story. It's not a random set of voters who lose out on ID challenges; it's
voters of color.
Four years
ago, the Jim Crow era ended when biased impediments to voting were struck down
by the courts and Congress: poll taxes, "literacy" tests, citizenship tests that
blocked Blacks more than whites. From that time until now, almost every state
has accepted your signature matched to prior records as proof you're a legal
voter. Now we're going to change this system to prevent the crime of folks
voting more than once and the crime of aliens voting. The odd thing about these
crimes: they virtually don't exist. Yet to prevent crimes
that
aren't committed, we are allowing elections officials to commit a greater crime:
stopping legal voters - especially new, young, Hispanic voters - from
having their piece of our democracy.
Who was
behind these viciously undemocratic, racist José Crow attack on brown-skinned
voters? His initials are Karl Rove. In 2006, I smelled out the link to Rove,
then White House political chief, when I reached out to the US Attorney for New
Mexico.
That US
Attorney, David Iglesias, had indeed investigated the "illegal" voters
identified by Fox-Young, working from a list of 150 sent to him by Republican
officials. After marching all over the mesas with the FBI, Iglesias found
exactly zero cases to prosecute.
So,
finding folks innocent, Iglesias did not arrest them. That was a mistake - at
least for his career. Karl Rove, visiting New Mexico, heard from the state's
Republican Party chiefs that Iglesias was not bringing prosecutions and would
not continue the witchhunt for "illegal" voters. Iglesias contends that Rove
took the Republican complaint to the Oval Office. There, a man who goes by the
alias, "The Decider," decided to fire Iglesias and other US Attorneys who
wouldn’t agree to phony prosecutions of innocent voters.
Iglesias
told me, "This voter fraud thing is the bogeyman. It was designed to scare up,
rile the [Republican] base. I looked into [the fraud allegations] ...We didn't
find the evidence."
I met with
Iglesias at the park overlooking the Statue of Liberty in New York. The wistful
ex-prosecutor, who has returned to his former post with the Navy as a JAG
lawyer, said, "Looking back, I mean I feel like I was set up; that they really
felt that I would go forward with some half-baked prosecutions and hope for a
guilty plea. That's not what a legitimate federal prosecutor does."
(Rove
won't respond to BBC's requests for his views - nor respond to a subpoena from
Congress to explain his involvement in the firings.)
Whatever
Rove's political motives, I did have to ask if there's a legitimate reason for
these new ID laws. I challenged the leader of the New Mexico Catholic Charities
voter drive, Santiago Juarez, to answer Ms. Fox-Young's charge that, without
voter ID, his new citizens could steal elections by voting more than once using
someone else's name.
Santiago
replied, "How do you organize thousands of people to vote twice? Hell, it's hard
enough organizing them to vote once!"

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** This may be on here twice. All I wanted to do was shrink the
oversized font dammit all to hell, grumble, grumble.**
If you're sitting there thinking "Wow, two days in a row...she's got
a lot of time to waste..." you're probably right.
But not, at the same time. Hmmm. That was disturbing. Anyway...
If you are superstitious in any way whatsoever today is the day
to go to the store, locate a 79 cent can of black-eyed peas and fire
up the stove. Southern people eat black eyed peas on New Year's Day
for good luck and a fresh start for the New Year. I am a Southern
person, and there sits my can on the kitchen counter. But are they
good luck? I'm pretty sure I ate the damn peas on January 1, 2006
after a year of shop fires, full-time employment combined with grad
school insanity, the loss of some good friends, the gain of the Wild
Child and accompanying complications and C-section
drama...post-childbirth depression, a stomach resembling a
stretched-out empty garbage bag… What a year – back when I thought I
had abnormal problems.
This year hasn’t sucked entirely though. Nothing sucks
entirely, as I’ve said. It’s always entertaining to look for the
elusive good in the worst part of a situation which is what I’m
trying to do at the moment. Without further ado, 2007 under a
microscope, if you please:
We went to Hawaii (and you didn’t…ha ha!) Found out that simple
things really make us the happiest. Loved eating in GOOD restaurants
and swimming in the ocean. Discovered that the cruise ship thing is
not for 30 year old misanthropes. Still had fun.
Had the best birthday party that anyone ever has, ever will
have. My God, I will never be able to look at another school bus
without laughing.
Every time I think I’m the luckiest teacher alive the little
anklebiters go and do something that permanently seals their
white-hot bad assedness into the “hall of fame” section of my mind.
Any and every teacher has students that sign cards and send well
wishes but my kids make me MOVIES. They come in on their days off
from work, school and sports to help me for free. They chase my dog,
defend themselves from my rooster, make me food, clean up doo-doo
and still have it in them call me THEIR hero which I will never ever
begin to understand.
I have no regrets. About anything. I realized this year that I
may not live as long as my grandmother (99 this year and still
sharper than many) but in the grand scheme of things I wouldn’t
change a thing. Every time I think of the crappy and numerous
wrong-turns I’ve taken in life, I’m glad that I found the road that
led me to where I am today, yes, even with the cancer. I’m happier
with my shitty cancer and my wonderful friends, family…beautiful
baby-girl and super hubby than anyone could ever be. When I try to
picture life married to someone else…living somewhere else, working
somewhere else, I think I would be so miserable that I would have
given up a long time ago. I never thought I would have another
chance to build a new family of people who make life better just by
sitting around BSing and occupying the same space. Who would have
believed that I would have such a great job, more than a job really,
with enough kids to love me and fill up my life so that I never have
to feel bad for Mary being my one and only. And really, who ever
would have believed that I would come here and found the life I
always wanted with a guy who is the real-life version of Superman
and that I would be not only happily married but IN LOVE every day,
every minute of my life. That, people, is why if cancer is the price
of admission to this life, I’ll pay it…hell, I’ll even leave a tip
(a crappy one…ha ha.)
Welcome 2008 – this year support awareness for a cancer that
has zero political use and favors primarily white folks without
gender preference –> wear a BLACK ribbon!!
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