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Monday  January 1 , 2007

The book is closed,

The year is done,

The pages full

Of tasks begun.

A little joy,

A little care,

Along with dreams,

Are written there.

This new day brings

Another year,

Renewing hope,

Dispelling fear.

And we may find

Before the end,

A deep content,

Another friend.

Started snowing about 0900 and snowed most of the day, just a few inches but it sure is pretty. More due tomorrow.

The town is pretty much shut down, they take their holidays seriously around here . The MiniMart was open though so I spent a few hours down there chatting with John and Pete. Nice place to sit and pick up the gossip... lots of shooting/fireworks last night and it was good to know that no one was hurt. A truck going down the switchbacks north of The Falls jack-knifed in the snow and another one tried to go up without chains and that blocked up hwy 31 pretty good... no traffic in or out of Canada most of the day... well I hear they rerouted traffic around Sullivan Lake...

They busted the cook at the Western Star for drugs... lots of drugs sold and consumed up here. Law Enforcement is stretched pretty thin so folks get away with quite a bit... for a while... they all get stupid and get busted eventually

 

Here's to a great 2007.

1. Free your heart from hatred.

2. Free your mind from worries.

3. Live simply.

4. Give more.

5. Expect less.

 

 Hell of a way to start the new year...They say they died to defeat Hussein... find the WMD's... kill the Terrorists... find Al Qaeda?... Well, Saddam Hussein has been under wraps since the git-go, there were no WMD's, none of the terrorists were from Iraq, Osama was in Afghanistan.
 
They died for oil... and lies... it makes me sick. 

Saddam's hanging mystifies me. Why was it done? What did it prove? Yeah... he was a bad guy... a mass murderer even... but he was also idolized as a savior by many.

 
They video taped the hanging, they showed him being taunted and humiliated by his executioners... what was the point, the only thing that makes sense to me is that the USA wanted it done that way to show the Iraqi's who's Boss. They don't care that prior to the hanging the Suni and the Shia's were at war and the individual sects within the religions were fighting one another. I think that making a focal point of Saddams execution will do more to unite the factions then anything else they could have done. Now they have a rallying cry and a focal point for revenge... I think it was stupid.
 
Perhaps I am underestimating the Bush Blair cabal.. perhaps they want to use the increased violence to justify their next action which could be either retreat or escalation...

I watched a Peter Paul and Mary special on PBS... Mary has been very ill, she has Leukemia and has gone through two bone marrow transplants... she looks pretty bad bus she still sings like an avenging angel. I have known that Peter Yarrow was a big time activist with many causes but I didn't know that Noel 'Paul" Stookey was the organizer behind Peter's crusades. What a talented, smart bunch they are. I was really impressed by their intelligence and articulate passion. They have been singing together and apart for 43 years. ...wonderful show...watch it if it comes on again. There is a segment with a whole bunch of old-timers singing, and if you look closely you see John Sebastian, Pete Seeger, The Weavers, Ritchie Havens

Tuesday  January 2 , 2007

Evil is like a shadow - it has no real substance of its own, it is simply a lack of light. You cannot cause a shadow to disappear by trying to fight it, stamp on it, by railing against it, or any other form of emotional or physical resistance. In order to cause a shadow to disappear, you must shine light on it.

Shakti Gawain, teacher and author (1948- )

 
I am still frustrated by not knowing what is real and what isn't, you would think that I wouldn't have trouble with such a basic concept, such a seemingly simple thing. We are fed half-truths with spin, that masquerades as news. News isn't news it's sensationalized entertainment with an agenda, truth and reality never even enters the system.  It is exasperating to me that there is no final arbiter for Truth. No place to go, no one to talk to, no final word on what is real and what is just perception.
 
There are people, millions of them, who would not even understand why I am upset. Those are the folks who's brains are wired in such a way that the whole world and all it's tangibles and intangibles can be interpreted in absolutes. The "My way or the highway." people. They have the answers... Real - Fantasy, Good - Evil, Right - Wrong... their judgments are infallible and final. There is an army of folks who profess to have the answers in their religious beliefs, people who adhere to one philosophy or another, an economic guru or Political doctrine.
 
I am convinced that George Bush is not a sane man, I have proven it to myself a thousand times but if you believe otherwise there is no point in me trying to change your mind. If you are a Christian I would never be able to convince you that the true faith is Hinduism or Zen... nor would I even bother to try. Same with Politics...
 
No mater what I think, say or do someone will find fault, someone will be so caught up in the infallibility of their own personal beliefs that no evidence to the contrary will shake them. A person's politics, religion, favorite sport, whether or not you think pea soup tastes good are unshakable, unreasonable, unjustifiable and arbitrary.... damn shame... there is no such thing is truth beyond faith in your own personal belief that you are capable of distinguishing the difference between what is true and what is false... it gets really tricky when there is no right answer.
 
I know... "There he goes again on another of his silly rants"... another imponderable... wasting my breath... Why do I even give a shit?  
 
Play off's start next weekend. I will root for the Seahawks till the bitter end... I think the Bears will choke... the Chargers?... maybe, Patriots? wouldn't that be cool.
 

Wednesday  January 3 , 2007

I'd rather see a sermon than hear one any day;

I'd rather one should walk with me than merely tell the way.

Edgar Guest, poet (1881-1959)

We were listening to the radio on the way to Spokane for a meeting with the Cardiologist and Christy heard that  In his widely reported comments from the January 2 edition of the Christian Broadcasting Network's The 700 Club, during which Pat Robinson said God told him that there would be "very serious terrorist attacks" and "mass killing" in the United States in the "second half" of 2007, host Pat Robertson boasted that he had "a relatively good track record" on earlier predictions.

Christy said "God doesn't make mistakes, God's track record is 100% truth."

Pat Robertson and his ilk use their influence to manipulate people for ulterior motives. Pat Robinson's motives are pretty clearly political.

The Cardiologist says Christy needs to watch her diet because there are signs of Diabetes in the Berkley Test results.

Christian decided he didn't want to go to school... we tried to convince him to go but he kept up his whining and begging till it made us sick... we just left. Hard to convince a kid that the decisions he makes now will affect him in the future... a teenagers vision of the future is ... lunch.

Autumn & Calie are in the same room, we ask a lot of Calie. She is responsible for getting her to stay in bed and go to sleep. Sometimes that is a real chore, last night was an epic battle. If Christy or I get involved it just makes matters worse, there are times when we have no choice and we take Autumn in bed with us till she falls asleep

Thursday  January 4 , 2007

Linus: I guess it's wrong always to be worrying about tomorrow. Maybe we should think only about today.

Charlie Brown: No, that's giving up. I'm still hoping that yesterday will get better.

SCHULZ, CHARLES MONROE (1922-2000)

We promised ourselves that we would clean, eat right and exercise today... well Christy did pretty good.. I did I swept and mopped the kitchen floor and that's it.

We had a meeting with Mr. Foy who is going to be Cindy's support when she gets out of school. our intent is to do whatever we can to keep her in school until she is 21. She is already rebelling, she wants to move to Spokane with her boyfriend and go to college and work at Wall-Mart... Her boyfriend has told her all about SSI and Food Stamps and Welfare... I haven't raised her for 17 years to be a Welfare Queen.

 

Friday  January 5 , 2007

Sometimes I lie awake at night and I ask, Why me?, then a voice answers, Nothing personal, your name just happened to come up.{Charlie Brown}

SCHULZ, CHARLES MONROE (1922-2000)

Christy and I just bummed around today... I was tired for some reason and I took a long nap in the afternoon. Christy got her exercise and ate right... I didn't,

We did get out and mail some stuff to Baldo and hit the MFTC and Christy bought a couple hundred dollars worth of stuff from Janet at Mountain Trader in Ione

Saturday  January 6 , 2007

“Don’t laugh at me
Don’t call me names
Don’t get your pleasure from my pain
In God’s eyes we’re all the same
Someday we’ll all have perfect wings
Don’t laugh at me.”

Steve Seskin & Allen Shamblin
Sung by
Peter, Paul & Mary

Football... Seahawks stumbled to a victory and the Chiefs never got out of the starting blocks. Good Motorcycle race from Anaheim... James Stewart won, Chad Reed rode hurt and came in third... it doesn't matter what

I hate Kodak Software... it's priority software that makes it extremely difficult to over-ride. I bought Monica Calie and Cindy Kodak Digitals, they take awesome pictures but tie software they give with it is a real pain in the butt. My first digital back in '97 was a Kodak and I had the same crap then...

Sunday  January 7 , 2007

Freethinkers reject faith as a valid tool of knowledge. Faith is the opposite of reason because reason imposes very strict limits on what can be true, and faith has no limits at all. A Great Escape into faith is no retreat to safety. It is nothing less than surrender.

 ~Dan Barker, Losing Faith in Faith: From Preacher to Atheist

Molly Ivins is back writing a weekly article her latest starts:

"The president of the United States does not have the sense God gave a duck — so it’s up to us. You and me, Bubba. I don’t know why Bush is just standing there like a frozen rabbit, but it’s time we found out. The fact is we have to do something about it. This country is being torn apart by an evil and unnecessary war, and it has to be stopped now.

This war is being prosecuted in our names, with our money, with our blood, against our will. Polls consistently show that less than 30 percent of the people want to maintain current troop levels. It is obscene and wrong for the president to go against the people in this fashion. And it’s doubly wrong for him to send 20,0000 more soldiers into this hellhole, as he reportedly will announce next week.

Not elegant but definitely to the point. she had taken a break while a new round of Chemo Therapy was started... she is apparently a pretty tough broad and I am impressed with her commitment and tenacity. I have been without her column since last November and I hav missed her insight and wit. Now, if I can figure out a way to get Maurine Dowd back in the paper I will be a happy guy.

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"Don't Laugh at Me" Lyrics

I'm a little boy with glasses, the one they call a "geek"
A little girl who never smiles cuz I got braces on my teeth
And I know how it feels to cry myself to sleep

I'm that kid on every playground who’s always chosen last
A single teenage mother tryin' to overcome my past
You don't have to be my friend but is it too much to ask

Don't laugh at me; don't call me names
Don't get your pleasure from my pain
In God's eyes we're all the same
Some day we'll all have perfect wings
Don't laugh at me

I'm the beggar on the corner
You’ve passed me on the street
I wouldn't be out here begging if I had enough to eat
And don't think I don't notice that our eyes never meet

Don't laugh at me; don't call me names
Don't get your pleasure from my pain
In God's eyes we're all the same
Some day we'll all have perfect wings
Don't laugh at me

I'm Fat. I'm Thin. I’m Short. I'm Tall. I'm Deaf. I'm Blind.
Hey aren't we all?
Don't laugh at me; don’t call me names
Don't get your pleasure from my pain
In God's eyes we're all the same
Some day we'll all have perfect wings
Don't laugh at me

Don’t laugh at me

Written by
Steve Seskin & Allen Shamblin
Sung by
Peter, Paul & Mary